It’s gonna hurt bad before it gets better
No matter how happy I wanna be for you, I can’t be. I honestly thought that I had moved on from you but I haven’t. Sure, I’ve seen that I deserve to be treated much better than you’ve treated me but it doesn’t mean that my love for you can just be turned off. It’s nights like this that I miss you the most and upset me more than ever because I know I will never feel your embrace again. It kills me to know I don’t make you as happy as you make me… It fucking kills me. I haven’t cried for you in a about 2weeks and it upsets me that I am tonight.
I love you and I’m not sure I’ll ever stop… I wish I would have never let you into my life.
